E N G E L K O N S T

I'd like to crash on your sofa with my head on your knee
Please, play with my hair and let my mind fly free
Take me to a place were the world doesn't move
I need to catch my breath to make this life go smooth

To find myself I need some rest
Just let me be me, that is all that I can be
Today I'm happy
Yesterday was bad
Tomorrow is a blank page
What makes you feel sad?

I've told you I'm a maniac
You know I'm disturbed
Why are you still standing here?
You know this isn't what you deserve

You are a fool to love me
A fool who wants to see
'Cause I don't trust me enough to be only me

Poem: Engelflickan -09

I want you to know that I still love you
Even though you broke me down so many times
I still want you here in my life

You are my greatest fear and my only hope
You have all my love and my belief belongs to you
Still you can’t trust yourself enough to love me back
It hurts

 Every word from your mouth is a stab in my back
You don’t know what you do to me
Because of you I end up crying on my floor
Every night screaming with pain

I want you to know that I still love you
I love the shadow and the memory of the person you once were
I love you because of who you are
My father

 
Poem: Engelflickan -09